is it true life is full of colours? ntahla...maybe yes maybe no..but tu la yg org slalu kata..hidup ni penuh dgn warna-warni...kadang2 cerah...kadang2 amatlah pudar...sedar x dalam hidup ni kadang2 when we r happy...kte bahagia sangat2 sampai rasew cm nk terbang keawang2-an...n sometymes...when we feel so down...ktew feel lyk ending up je edup nirh* tp paham2 la...manew bleyh bunuh diri weyh! haram!hehe*..
sambung2...
manusia xpena lari dary masalah...everyone wud went through all dis...if not now, maybe later..tak later..someday...yg pasty..everyone will went through all dis...
hurmmm...y m i keep saying about LiFE???
well..i've been in a lot of situation..xkesa la baek ataw buwuk manew pown..i'll make it as a lesson... hurm...have u been in a situation in which u xsala..tapy people alwez blame u on it.. and people back stabbing u..when dpn u...baek sngt2..senyum2...pretending lyk nothing eva happen..then kt blakang ktew...dey stab ktew habes2...sdngkn we trust them wif all of our heart.. bayangkan la...how do we feel when people yg ktew trust sngt2 buat kita cm2...xkew amat2 sad?? mesty sad sngt2kn..cm x nk caya pown adew gak kn*although it's a fact*.. and that is how i feel now people...
benda yg ktew xpena buat...kte xpena burukkn dowang...y shud dey did it to us...dun dey have hearts? dun dey have brain to think before speak? dun dey think dey r lyk looking for sympathy and attention through bad thingy? xkew mengok namewnyew turh...
hurmm...i juz hope dey understand me..trust me...n wud not just listen to one side only...listen to both..
people doesn't noe me well...but keep stabbing me...keep listening and trusting to something which is a LIE...n people can call me anything dey like*pahala korang sampai kat me gak..so cntinue la ckp apew pown...as u glad.. :P* i noe i can do nothing..and just accepting it...
maybe dey wud realise who is in the right place and who is in the wrong place..someday...i wish..
and only god noes what's really inside me...how do i feel....and maybe this is just a part of my test given by him..to test on my strength..okay..i'll accept it...i won't stop fighting...although my heart ache so badly and cam di trempled glew2...*remember tqa...Allah wud always be at the right side...* i won't lose to it...kuat2!....hurm...thank god...at this moment...when i need someone so much...i have him..who always be by my side when he's needed...who always give me the strength to hold on...who always cheer me up whenever i feel so2 down and he means everything to me...can't stand without him..thanx deary...for always supporting me...and for always be by my side...i love so much..
lastly, i juz hope dey wud REALISE IT someday..m not lyk wat dey think i am..i LOVE them..hope dey wud understand...and wud not listen to something which is a totally lie..